in the middle of shit. -__________-
my summer goal July 28, 2010
is to learn how to play the guitar.
i know i always say that.
but, i think i can actually do it this time. (:
ive already covered half a song in the past hours.
my fingers are killing me though. ):
wish me luck! : D
): July 27, 2010
i hate being in the middle of things.
because i never know what the right thing is to do.
there’s two right things to do.
but if i do one right thing, then thatll be wrong.
then if i do the other right thing, then thatll be wrong too.
): i wish..
Day #1 July 24, 2010
Hi 
I think I’m going to post EVERYDAY from now on! Talking about what I did the whole day. This will be my other online diary.. sorta. (: Well, it will be very general and stuff just in case someone might come strolling along this blog and notice something, aha.
Today, I didn’t do a whole lot. I decided to sleep early because i wanted to wake up early to clean my room, so, i went to sleep at arouuuuunnnd 2am. I woke up at around 11 am and ate 2 toaster struddles! I love toaster struddles, but i dont think im spelling it correctly, lol. anyways, that was my breakfast. then i went up stairs and went on the computer and watched tv, then i fell asleep till 3 30pm. So, i decided to watch more tv because phineas and ferb came on at 4 so i decided just to watch that (: after watching tv and sleeping for a long time, i decided it was finally time to clean my room! … HOLY CRAP SOMEONES CALLING D: .. i hate answering the phone at 3 am 
and they are calling back. i have no idea who it could be, but i should answer because what if its my friend that needs help? or what if its a person that just wants to prank call me -_- okay, it stopped ringing.. nope its ringing again. i honestly never know what to do in this situation. and by the time i realize my cell stops ringing. WHAT DO I DO! D: HOLLLLY, IM FREAKING OUT. D: my cell battery is dying… so, if i were to have answered that call it would only have lasted like another 30 seconds before it would have died on me. uuuggggggggggghhhh, i hate being sucha pussy. im always scared of answering the phone this late at night, and i dont even know why. :[
BACK TO MY DAY, i cleaned my room and slept some more after.. then my mom and dad came home with KFC and we ate dinner. then my mom, dad and i just sat at the dinner table talking after dinner and stuff and yeah. then i left and decided to watch some tv with my mommy and my daddy decided he wanted to too! (: so we practically spent a lot of time together. then i left and went to watch tv in another room because my dad wanted to sleep so i had to leave -_- buuuuuuuuuut then i came into my dads room and he was doing something to his laptop, and he told me not to close the laptop. and i was looking at the laptop and like one minute later i closed it by accident because i forgot. and my dad snapped and started like spazzing and telling me to get out of the room… hmph. but then after my mom took me to the grocery store to buy me chocolate! (: so i bought some chocolate and then i dropped a kisses on the floor by accident. then i accidently stepped on it, and i stepped on the pointy part.. and it hurt like crazy so i fell to the ground. then my mommy called me stupid.. looooooooooool in a joking way i guess? and she was like you step on chocolate AND you close the laptop after being told not to close it like seconds before. then i ate chocolate, watched tv and now im here! about to sleep (:
goodnight (:
im sick. July 6, 2010
i guess its a good way to start off the summer. ):
obviously not. but, its all cool. i don’t think ill be heading off anywhere soon feeling the way i do right now. im out of my mind, its soooo cold when outside is like 33 degrees and inside im just freezing my ass off. then, i decide to put on a sweater and it gets soooooo hot, so i stick out my feet from the blankets, and now its sooo cold. my upper body is soo hot and my lower body is so cold. what do i choose..
my moms making me some a hot lemon beverage. i hope that helps. all i am going to do tmrw is sleep, drink and watch tv. thats all. im pretty sure by the following day tmrw, ill not be sick. mark my words. and if i am still sick, then ill die. ): cause watching tv, sleeping and drinking water will get sooooo boring after two days.
i have two tissues stuck up my nose and they are like wet as heck. thats how much fluid is coming out. :l i shouldnt be saying this stuff, i should be sleeping.
nighty.
