- half way in first period we had the terry fox run, that lasted like 40 mins walking around the neighborhood.. and for the rest of school i did 2 tests.
- after school is where it all gets too much.
- i went home cause i needed to get ready for a bonfire.
- i left my house at around 5 30 and my dad drove me to jaycee’s house.
- when i get there, jaycee and jenny are talking to her neighbor so we stayed outside for like 30 minutes.
- then we went inside cause amber was in there, and everyone else needed to get ready.
- then we got a drive to julies house and from there we started to walk and bumped into this guy toale and this other kid.
- then we stayed infront of this old mans house for like a good 45 minutes.
- met up with joe.
- bought marshmellows and chocolate.
- to get to the actual bonfire we had to jump across weeds, walk across a cliff that if we fell we would land in a river, and slide down the cliff when we finally got to the spot.
- tonssssssssssss of people were there, id say around 30 – 50 people. i dont know.
- but i didnt want to stay long, so i asked my friend jade if she wanted to leave soon.
- so we left at like 10:30.
- we got mike and steve to lead us out cause we had no light or anything.
- then when they left us, we like RAAAAAN to her house.
- cause while we were walking we heard like a squeaking nose, like a swing moving back and forth and there was like a sketchy car outside someones house and it was on and a guy was just sitting in it.. D:
- then me and jade talked for a bit, she asked me if i wanted to meet her parents, so we went inside and i met them. (:
- anthony was there too so we just chilled there till my dad came.
- THENNNNNNNNN my mom wanted mcdonalds -.- so we still had to go out and buy mcdonalds.
- by the time i was home it was practically 12.
- i might as well have just stayed at the bonfire for another hour -.-
yesterday was so long and tiring. October 9, 2010
Tonight.. September 21, 2010
tonight i realized how paroniod i can be.
and even though i realized i dont think knowing will help.
unless i really do stop giving a fuck.
but that wont happen
hi ): August 7, 2010
no one reads this blog anyways.
so i guess i can post anything really.
but, im really worried about something right now
and i told one of my close friends
but i guess she decided that something thats gonna happen far from now is more important…
and im really sad
cause i dont know what to do
and i want to talk to someone about it.
but i just dont know who. 
i hate this feeling.
and i cant help but feel down.
omgggg. )’:
HOLYFUCKINGBALLS. August 6, 2010
“Unlike most 14 year olds out there, I love pokemon. Don’t make fun of me. We’re all unique. And, please, if you’re going to pity yourself, don’t talk to me. I don’t want to hear it.”
Im creeping this girl and this is what it said on her bio.
First off, a lot of 14 year olds love pokemon.. you think youre unique because you love pokemon? HAA, thats a joke. -_- You obviously don’t get out much and socialize to other people because a lot of people actually like pokemon..
Secondly, give me a break. YOU ALWAYS pity yourself. You post pictures of yourself crying.. and write status’ like “I wanna cry so badly right now” or ” Pain, pain. Go the fuck away!” Ugh, it just pisses me off.
“I don’t like negativity” ..ten sentences later.. “I can be a very depressing person”
All I have to say is.. REALLY?! SERIOUSLY?! HONESTLY?!?!?!?!
I read past that and I saw that she said she can be very positive? Yeah, well I guess that helps with this situation.
I am done trolling.
my summer goal July 28, 2010
is to learn how to play the guitar.
i know i always say that.
but, i think i can actually do it this time. (:
ive already covered half a song in the past hours.
my fingers are killing me though. ):
wish me luck! : D
): July 27, 2010
i hate being in the middle of things.
because i never know what the right thing is to do.
there’s two right things to do.
but if i do one right thing, then thatll be wrong.
then if i do the other right thing, then thatll be wrong too.
): i wish..
Day #1 July 24, 2010
Hi 
I think I’m going to post EVERYDAY from now on! Talking about what I did the whole day. This will be my other online diary.. sorta. (: Well, it will be very general and stuff just in case someone might come strolling along this blog and notice something, aha.
Today, I didn’t do a whole lot. I decided to sleep early because i wanted to wake up early to clean my room, so, i went to sleep at arouuuuunnnd 2am. I woke up at around 11 am and ate 2 toaster struddles! I love toaster struddles, but i dont think im spelling it correctly, lol. anyways, that was my breakfast. then i went up stairs and went on the computer and watched tv, then i fell asleep till 3 30pm. So, i decided to watch more tv because phineas and ferb came on at 4 so i decided just to watch that (: after watching tv and sleeping for a long time, i decided it was finally time to clean my room! … HOLY CRAP SOMEONES CALLING D: .. i hate answering the phone at 3 am 
and they are calling back. i have no idea who it could be, but i should answer because what if its my friend that needs help? or what if its a person that just wants to prank call me -_- okay, it stopped ringing.. nope its ringing again. i honestly never know what to do in this situation. and by the time i realize my cell stops ringing. WHAT DO I DO! D: HOLLLLY, IM FREAKING OUT. D: my cell battery is dying… so, if i were to have answered that call it would only have lasted like another 30 seconds before it would have died on me. uuuggggggggggghhhh, i hate being sucha pussy. im always scared of answering the phone this late at night, and i dont even know why. :[
BACK TO MY DAY, i cleaned my room and slept some more after.. then my mom and dad came home with KFC and we ate dinner. then my mom, dad and i just sat at the dinner table talking after dinner and stuff and yeah. then i left and decided to watch some tv with my mommy and my daddy decided he wanted to too! (: so we practically spent a lot of time together. then i left and went to watch tv in another room because my dad wanted to sleep so i had to leave -_- buuuuuuuuuut then i came into my dads room and he was doing something to his laptop, and he told me not to close the laptop. and i was looking at the laptop and like one minute later i closed it by accident because i forgot. and my dad snapped and started like spazzing and telling me to get out of the room… hmph. but then after my mom took me to the grocery store to buy me chocolate! (: so i bought some chocolate and then i dropped a kisses on the floor by accident. then i accidently stepped on it, and i stepped on the pointy part.. and it hurt like crazy so i fell to the ground. then my mommy called me stupid.. looooooooooool in a joking way i guess? and she was like you step on chocolate AND you close the laptop after being told not to close it like seconds before. then i ate chocolate, watched tv and now im here! about to sleep (:
goodnight (:
